My boyfriend and I have loved each other since we were working together in Hanoi. At that time, we rented a room together to save money. Not long after that, he was transferred to Quang Ninh for work, so we had to have a long-distance relationship, but we still kept in regular contact with each other.
My boyfriend is 2 years older than me, is calm, quiet but very decisive in everything. He said one is one, two is two and there are few exceptions. When I first met him, many of my friends were worried that I would fall in love with the patriarch, afraid that in the future I would suffer with her husband’s harshness. But I find that attractive about him, and even feel proud to have a talented lover who I can trust to spend the rest of my life with.
Therefore, even though I sometimes feel sorry for myself when I see my friends in couples, hanging around each other all day, while I have to wait until the scheduled time to meet my lover, I still encourage myself to try. try.
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This year’s Tet holiday, after more than 3 years of love, we came back to meet our families. Everything went well, my lover’s parents seemed to like me quite a bit, while my parents also had feelings for the future son-in-law. I myself have prepared myself mentally, just waiting for my lover to arrange his work and then we will discuss getting married around next August.
During more than a year of long-distance relationship, I always trusted my lover absolutely and never doubted him. That’s why now, when I discovered the harsh truth, I no longer had any strength left to try. The future suddenly looked gray before my eyes.
The holiday is coming up, I have 5 days off so I plan to go somewhere to play. Thinking like that, the other day, I suggested that my lover go on a trip for a few days to relax because who knows, in the next few months when the wedding comes, we won’t be able to go.
However, my lover flatly refused and said he had work in the countryside so he couldn’t take me out. He advised me to go home with my parents or invite friends to hang out together comfortably. At that time, I asked my lover what he had to do when he returned home, but he refused to reveal anything, just said he had something to do and asked me not to ask too much.
Seeing my lover’s unusual attitude, I boldly suggested that he take me home with him on that occasion. I don’t know what’s going on at your house, but if I can help your parents in any way, I would like to help. Because sooner or later I will become a daughter-in-law in the family. Yet he snapped at me “that’s none of your business”.
Faced with my lover’s coldness, I was also angry for several days of not texting or calling. However, what surprised me was that he also ignored me. No apology calls, no reconciliation messages were sent from her lover. An eerie silence overcame my patience.
Too worried, that afternoon after work, I took the car down to my lover’s apartment in Quang Ninh to ask what problem his house was having that made him act so serious.
However, when I saw my lover flirting with another woman, I was so depressed that I almost collapsed. While I traveled more than a hundred kilometers to meet my lover with a worried mood, he was happily enjoying happiness with his new lover. It’s too cruel for me.
I appeared before him with extreme resentment. A man I once loved and trusted very much, a man I was determined to marry, ended up being a “two-timing fisherman”, willing to betray me to be with someone else.
He didn’t explain, just said to wait for me to calm down and talk to me clearly later. But I could only laugh bitterly, wasn’t that clear enough? If I hadn’t gone down to meet him unexpectedly, I don’t know how long I would have been deceived.
There’s only 1 week left until the holidays but I’m not in the mood to be happy anymore. I’m afraid to go home, afraid to face my parents, afraid of my grandparents finding out I’m suffering from being cheated on by my lover, and afraid of everything in the future…
Now, what should I do to get rid of the vicious thoughts in my head?
